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16 September 2010 @ 09:24 am
i have been picking at this memoir for three months. i am inspired and explosive and then empty. and im scared ive lost my voice or at least that part of me that thinks that other people wanna hear it. and i know thats life and stress and lack of commitment over the last few years and derby and giving so much of myself to thea. and then there are weeks like this week where she leaves her writing around the house and she carries a sketchbook everywhere and she is brilliant and clever and filled with potential and i know even when i dont write thea is picking up the slack and will be better and i did that. i inspired that. and sometimes that is more than enough.
27 April 2010 @ 04:34 pm
we started counseling yesterday. jeff is moving out on the 15th. i expect that he spent some time on his own and get his shit together and win me back. we will see....
31 December 2009 @ 09:49 am
1. marriage counseling. patience. sex.

2. find the next big thing and do it three times a week. let go of derby.

3. stop being sick - return to old eating habits. stick it out. maaaaaaaaybe give up sugar. chew more. eat smaller meals. etc. lose this belly and only this belly - size 8 is not okay again but neither is size 14.

4. pick a project and get involved again. or start my own. either way should end in new orleans building a house.

5. getting out of debt wouldn't suck.

6. bloom where you're planted, bitch.
18 June 2009 @ 05:20 pm
we are goingto seattle for the 4th! woo.
14 May 2009 @ 04:09 pm

this is the work of boss hogg. he is a master. of something.
08 May 2009 @ 07:53 pm

husband is home. happy.
03 May 2009 @ 10:11 pm
21 April 2009 @ 03:03 pm
beer and bacon bachelorette party at my house on saturday. dont you wish you lived closer?!
16 April 2009 @ 06:10 pm
sorta'! if youre coming please add our wedding as a friend - lots of info in the blog section and a great place to see pictures of yourself later.

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